Wednesday, February 8, 2012

long run

It's summer in Perth.
and when it's summer, it means real heat in Perth.

I am home now
and it is almost three months since my first semester ended (hard) in November.

The finale for classes, reports and a presentation were not until the last moment prior to exams week.
It was disastrous, my final papers were one after another.
Three days in a row and that comes with a package of only a week of study.
Literally, had to knock my head several times
It was mentally, physically and emotionally tiring.
A torture!

When I left the land down under for the holidays,
I brought along my uncertain feelings about the exams with me.
Every night was almost my sleepless night.
It was too bad to describe that i looked forward for the results to be released.
Wanted the days to went by quickly.
I'm eager for the outcome, Pass or re-sit, so I could move on.

Curious?
I told my parents "I just need that Pass", i don't dare to go through the torment of the subjects all over again.
Well, take it from here, I'm still in negara tercinta therefore I am saved. Alhamdulillah.
I got His mercy. I felt blessed. I am really thankful.
A total relief.

Looking ahead for semesters to come, I am praying hard I could face the challenges with a better strategies.
Du'a for me ok?

Two Sundays more before my flight back to school.
I had enough of home (i think) and can't wait to be back.
Yet, I believe I'll miss being here much as this might be a long haul before the next comeback.

For every steps,
Lillahi taala.
InsyaAllah..